You Are
You are
The morning sun’s first rays of light
And the moon on a dark night
You are
The rainbow after the storm
And the breeze on a hot day
You are
The warm of the fire without the burn
And the rose of a bouquet
You are
The one to whom my heart bleeds
The half of my whole
You are
My hope, my guidance, my comfort, my love
You are
My everything.
Saturday, February 13, 2010
So we broke up... but it's all good :)
Alex and I broke on Feb. 2 - I think he was just stressed out, because your feelings don't change for someone THAT fast.
But whatevs, it's done now.
So he came over last night... And it was absolutely incredible. ^-^ One of the best nights of the year :]]
<3
No, we're not back together - he says he's not ready for a committed relationship just yet. But he said that down the road he could definitely see himself marrying me. I was like... what? Did you just say you'd marry me?? And he's like.. yeah.
^-^
But our relationship basically didn't really change from when we were going out until now. Hahhaa the only thing that was different was our facebook statuses and we kissed in school.
I suggested to him that he just comes over every friday lolll
But whatevs, it's done now.
So he came over last night... And it was absolutely incredible. ^-^ One of the best nights of the year :]]
<3
No, we're not back together - he says he's not ready for a committed relationship just yet. But he said that down the road he could definitely see himself marrying me. I was like... what? Did you just say you'd marry me?? And he's like.. yeah.
^-^
But our relationship basically didn't really change from when we were going out until now. Hahhaa the only thing that was different was our facebook statuses and we kissed in school.
I suggested to him that he just comes over every friday lolll
Monday, December 21, 2009
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Happy Thanksgiving!

I had turkey, sweet mashed potatoes, and this new salad recipes that my sister made - it was SO good. For dessert, we had this apple pie that my sister's boyfriend brought over, apple bread (which was more like cake) + pumpkin cookies that my mom made, and the cake I made for Laurie's birthday. ^-^
After dinner (but before dessert) we watched Star Trek - I liked it ^-^ I like the character's relationships with one another... they were interesting. Chris Pine + Zachary Quinto = some of my favorite actors.
Got a bucnh of well-wishing texts - it made me happy ^-^
Alethia's younger brother's hamster died though :( May his (or her) soul rest in peace.
And on that note!
(while we're on the topic of bad news)
I did some physics and psychology work. blech!
Anddd now to comment on Rachel's journal (which I confiscated :P)
CIAO!
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Tests went well!
...
*knocks on wood*
Well, I guess I won't know until grades are put in. I probably have a B+ now in physics ... -.-#
Baking a cake for Laurie. It's this triple chocolate cake - but I added in blended strawberries with sugar and milk, strained (to get the seeds out).
Let's see how it turns out...
EDIT: 97% on pre-cal test!!!
*knocks on wood*
Well, I guess I won't know until grades are put in. I probably have a B+ now in physics ... -.-#
Baking a cake for Laurie. It's this triple chocolate cake - but I added in blended strawberries with sugar and milk, strained (to get the seeds out).
Let's see how it turns out...
EDIT: 97% on pre-cal test!!!
Monday, November 23, 2009
Sigh....
That kid I talked about in September...
I feel like we're drifting apart.. it makes me sad :/
I don't see him in the mornings - he could never make it on time anymore so he just goes to class. But of course I wouldn't know until it was too late - the bell would ring and then I MIGHT get a text saying Hey I'm late. -.- Yeah, obviously! I get to school at 7, and class starts at 730. That's a half hour of me waiting in the hallway, trying to make myself look busy. After two weeks of that, I just couldn't help but feel heartbroken every time the bell would ring to go to class and I'm still there,
....
waiting.
I drew the line when on the last day when I waited for him, a classmate from my first period saw that I was upset and he stayed with me - I said he didn't have to, but he said he felt bad.
So I told him to just forget the mornings and that I'll start going up to Alethia's room again.
I know he doesn't do it on purpose, but like.. I just feel like we're drifting and he's just letting me go. Like he's not making any effort to keep me? I invite him out but he always has plans, when I text him he has homework - not his fault,
I can't help but be haunted by the story Rachel once told me - about her and her "best guy friend" and how she thinks that it'll happen to me.
And I can't help but think that she's right.
I feel like we're drifting apart.. it makes me sad :/
I don't see him in the mornings - he could never make it on time anymore so he just goes to class. But of course I wouldn't know until it was too late - the bell would ring and then I MIGHT get a text saying Hey I'm late. -.- Yeah, obviously! I get to school at 7, and class starts at 730. That's a half hour of me waiting in the hallway, trying to make myself look busy. After two weeks of that, I just couldn't help but feel heartbroken every time the bell would ring to go to class and I'm still there,
....
waiting.
I drew the line when on the last day when I waited for him, a classmate from my first period saw that I was upset and he stayed with me - I said he didn't have to, but he said he felt bad.
He PITIED me.
I was like....
Ouch.
This is the last straw.
I was like....
Ouch.
This is the last straw.
So I told him to just forget the mornings and that I'll start going up to Alethia's room again.
I know he doesn't do it on purpose, but like.. I just feel like we're drifting and he's just letting me go. Like he's not making any effort to keep me? I invite him out but he always has plans, when I text him he has homework - not his fault,
but don't IGNORE me ://
I can't help but be haunted by the story Rachel once told me - about her and her "best guy friend" and how she thinks that it'll happen to me.
And I can't help but think that she's right.
Made a cake
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